I have gone on trying to work and survive and live a normal life since the church destroyed me, but it got increasingly hard.
There has been no justice in my case, no closure, I have been left publicly and utterly destroyed, and most human beings would have committed suicide by now.
I am trying to work out what to do, I can't go on struggling to make ends meet, exhausted and traumatized and seeing no point in any of it. I am branded, I can't get NHS help and if I am victim or witness in a crime, I will be treated badly by the police.
This is no life. And it takes years to get a Dignitas signature, even if you are successful.
I don't know what to do really. I will have to go on enduring the vainglorious lies of the powerful corrupt clique in the church of england for the rest of my life if I have to go on living, they spitefully pick my wounds every few months with their lies about Christianity and safeguarding.
Someone asked about my recent letter to the deceitful Bishop of Dover, I didn't realise I hadn't posted it.
Concerns regarding the Bishop of Dover, addressed to
the Bishop of Dover, The Archbishop of Canterbury, The National Safeguarding
Team, SCIE, the Police, and others.
This letter
concerning your conduct is sent with full understanding that the Church of
England are currently not safeguarding but are using the image of safeguarding
to protect themselves as abuse and corruption continues.
This letter
also enclosescontains the complaint sent to you regarding the Jersey Deanery
after I was publicly destroyed by the Archbishop of Canterbury and Bishop of
Winchester after a three year campaign of public discrediting and smearing of
me in the press and media by both of them, and you, and the Jersey Deanery, and
repeated false claims that safeguarding in Jersey is good, despite the
peadophile protectors, abusers, and people who had smeared me remaining, and
despite your and the Archbishop's upholding of illegal behaviour, including
data protection breaches and illegal access to police records that were already
inaccurate and influenced by the powerful inter-conflicted dignitaries of
church, judiciary and States of Jersey.
Nothing has
changed since the Peter Ball case, apart from the outrageous duplicity of
yourself and the Archbishop and Church of England in false claims that
safeguarding is good and that things are better. The million pound Jersey and
Winchester whitewash while there has been no investigation into the harm to me
by the church and police, it proof of that. The fact that no action has been
taken against Gavin Ashenden, Peter Ould, Ian LemArquand, Philip Bailhache, Bob
and Daphne Key or any other abuser or wrongdoing in my case, while I have been
publicly destroyed by the Church and their abuse of power over the press is
proof of that.
As the
Archbishop publicly masturbates his ego over the Peter Ball case, the question
remains, what proof is there of current safeguarding in the current abuse of
press and media by the Church? None, indeed the abuse of the press and media to
destroy me, by you, and the Archbishop, the Diocese of Winchester and Jersey
Deanery is proof that there is no safeguarding and that you don't understand
what safeguarding is. This whole matter is best summed up by Jerseyman Mark
Foreskitt in his recent blog as a result of the recent duplicity over the Peter
Ball case, this is unmissable reading:
http://jerseytoday.blogspot.co.uk/2017/06/shades-of-things-about-to-come.html
I have, as I
discussed in a previous letter, applied to attend Dignitas, to be humanely put
to sleep, as the suffering that you and the circle of corrupt and collusive
Bishops, Archbishop and interconflicted Dignitaries and police, is too much for
a human being to live with. I am concerned that you failed to respond to my
request for help with the costs, considering that the damage that you and your
associates committed against me amounts to attempted murder. A strong and whole
person wouldn't withstand three years of being publicly and permanently ruined
as I have been, and I live now only to finish telling my story before I die. I
would be grateful to your contribution to the costs of finishing off the ending
of my life that you have played such a part in.
Back to my
safeguarding concerns against you, which as yet the National Safeguarding Team
are afraid to address, they are unable to stand up to you or the Archbishop or
the Bishop of Winchester as it is more than their job is worth, and they have
said as much, they know very well that grave wrongdoing has been committed
among you and that all reports into my case were conflicted whitewashes and
that they are not allowed to deal with your or your safeguarding director
Elaine Rose's criminal actions and collusion with the conflicted Jersey
Safeguarding partnership and associated conflicted police, judiciary and states
members, but this letter will never be deleted and eventually the Church of
England will be forcibly overseen from the outside because there has been no
improvement in this corruption and lack of safeguarding since the Peter Ball
case, and then, eventually, although I will have died with my suffering and
anguish, you can make headline news along with the current Archbishop and
Bishop of Winchester in the same way that Peter Ball and George Carey have made
headlines this week.
Safeguarding
won't be good or seen to be good until the full weight of corruption and
collusion and abuse of the press and illegal actions and misleading of the
general public by you and the archbishop and Bishops is exposed and you are
removed.
Now, belatedly
as this is how I write, I will get to the very root of your safeguarding
failures.
Juliet
Montague, who was actively involved in helping the Jersey Deanery, the
Scott-Joynts and Jane Fisher to destroy me, was your friend, you companion, and
as she walked the dog with me as I was also her companion and confidante, she
told me that it was you that she turned to every time there was a problem, she
told me that this was because you were in love with her, while the 'snobs at
Wolvsley' couldn't care less about her problems, including her marriage
problems, which she always ran to you about. Do you remember? Fred's impotence
since she denied him sex? Sally accusing Fred of abuse? And then finally, Fred
sexually abusing me?
Now, which of
the million pound whitewash reports reports in detail your involvement in this?
Which one tells of your 'close' friendship with Juliet, and which report
documents how you did nothing about me being sexually abused by Fred Montague,
but used Juliet's side of things with your Jersey Deanery, to destroy me?
Now, I know the
National Safeguarding Team are not allowed to challenge you, they are only
allowed to be complicit and uphold you and the collusive and corrupt Bishops
and Archbishop in their illegal behaviour, even if it means driving a
vulnerable adult to suicide, as you nearly have, but this matter is not to be
laid to rest, nor is the serious danger that the Jersey Deanery currently pose
to the vulnerable as well as the danger that you and your colleagues pose to
the vulnerable. And indeed nothing was done about the Montagues, Fred and his
chums upholding him laughed at me in the street after Fisher and the
Scott-Joynts had me imprisoned, left homeless, destroyed and destitute, while
my abusers laughed.
If you are not
going to step down, you must be investigated, as must your colleagues. As well
as being dishonest in the press and media, your bias in my case and upholding
of every abuser and wrongdoer means that you pose a risk to the vulnerable.
And apparently
you think some social lunches for the narrow minded wrongdoers and old wealthy
at the town church club with 'safeguarding training' while your deanery remain
unpunished, unrepentant and not even called to account for their wrongs means
that safeguarding in Jersey is good. You haven't a clue about abuse and
safeguarding, neither have your middle class and badly behaved congregation,
and you are still employing two peadophile protectors and a load of clergy and
laity who have harmed a vulnerable adult and behaved in Godless and
psychopathic ways to protect themselves from punishment or justice or even fair
investigation. Even your 'close friendship' with vulnerable adult Juliet
Montague, while both you and she were married, is questionable.
Make sure this
whole matter is referred to an independent safeguarding body, make sure that
what happened to me is investigated and recorded, and step down, you aren't
acting for God, you aren't moral or honest, and thus you are being hypocritical,
a money-grabbing burden on society, who is guilty of terrible things but made
me take the punishment, and you and your congregation under your leadership
pose a danger to the vulnerable.
I have to add,
that gift that the Jersey Deanery gave you for protecting them from justice,
the jewel encrusted gold staff, presented in the view of press and media by the
wealthy and narrow-minded old congregation, it says it all about what the
Church are and aren't and I would like you to sit down and think about that as
you write your resignation or retirement speech. And make sure you report Bob
and Daphne Key for their criminal actions at the same time.
For me it is
too late for justice or peace, you helped to destroy me, but I speak, and
write, for the sake of other vulnerable people and victims, I am a lone voice
against your and Welby and Butler's fake safeguarding campaign, and my last
wish is to see it shattered and see you all rightfully made to step down for
your harm to me and denial of justice.
regards,
JJ/HG
- the
victim of repeat church abuses who you publicly and utterly destroyed for the
sake of the church's image.
