Good afternoon,
well I plodded for a few miles and the weather was nice, a bit windy, I went in the library a while, I haven't even got the money to pay the small fine that prevents me from getting more books.
I got a bus and had a wander, and the weather began to cloud and worsen.
By the time I got off the bus home, and got the paper, the bad weather was rushing in.
It is going to be really bad, we wont flood as we are on the hill, but we may lose power if it is as bad as forecast tomorrow.
Looks like I will stay home and be very bored tomorrow.
But even when I go out, I am living in constant severe fear and anxiety about the diocese and how they will hurt me next, it is making rebuilding my life really hard.
I can't live my life, because they wont let me, didn't let me when they launched on me last year.
I feel so tired and ill all the time, I think I need to sort out neck support and more exercise.
A survivor of Church abuse and cover ups goes on battling for her voice to be heard. A daily account of life after the Diocese of Winchester destroyed her and the slow and painful steps to rebuilding a life.
Introduction
This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP
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