Good morning,
Last night I fell into bed and slept like I was dead.
I woke with vague dreams this morning, almost worrying in my sleep.
I got up and was out delivering papers at 6.30.
I got home and my housemate was just preparing to go to work, and worrying as she did.
We have a potential new housemate, but the new housemate was likely to come this afternoon when we were both at work, but now she will come when my housemate is home from her shift, and I will still be out, as I will work this afternoon and then do swim and gym if I have the energy.
This morning I have done my music practice, done my physio, done some housework, done some revision on my computer-based music programme, been to post letters, biked along the front and had an ice cream, and been doing paperwork and emails.
I need to hang the washing out now, put the lunch on, and do an hour's gardening here before going out to work.
It is a glorious sunny day and has been since before I woke up, the sea is calm and lapping gently on the golden sand and people are sunbathing and walking in the tide.
If I have any time tomorrow morning, I will sunbathe and go in the sea, for as long as I can without worrying about everything I need to be doing.
A survivor of Church abuse and cover ups goes on battling for her voice to be heard. A daily account of life after the Diocese of Winchester destroyed her and the slow and painful steps to rebuilding a life.
Introduction
This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP
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