Well peeps,
I did the only thing I could, I couldn't go on reliving the nightmare over and over and over and be punished again and again and again and again and keep telling the mediator over and over and over and over and over and over and still be asked as if I had not told him anything.
I have closed the matter.
I am now without the new identity that kept me safe from the church of England, I have been slandered and villified, I am left destroyed again and I have had the shame and humiliation of a completely inaccurate report against me broadcast round the world.
Basically it is all just sick cruelty on the part of the church of england and I have no future and nothing to live for and I have been repunished ten thousand times in the last few months, for no apparent reason.
I am glad it is over. I came home to die, didn't I?
A survivor of Church abuse and cover ups goes on battling for her voice to be heard. A daily account of life after the Diocese of Winchester destroyed her and the slow and painful steps to rebuilding a life.
Introduction
This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP
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