Hi peeps,
Things went really bad and distressing yesterday evening and I freaked out.
I had to stop writing and I phoned my pastoral care friend and she reassured me and I calmed down, and then she phoned my friends on the island and they phoned me and here I am, sitting in a kitchen that smells delicious! cakes and food, yum.
Last night I had a disturbed night with flashbacks and nightmares and deep sadness. The church of england report is horrible to report on because it is so innacurate and hurtful.
I woke this morning and the internet was down, so I simply wrote my distresses down and started to feel better.
I have various dogs sprawled around me, it is nice to be here again.
A survivor of Church abuse and cover ups goes on battling for her voice to be heard. A daily account of life after the Diocese of Winchester destroyed her and the slow and painful steps to rebuilding a life.
Introduction
This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP
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