Good morning peeps,
It is a beautiful morning, the sun is shinning loudly and it is cold and crispy.
Yesterday evening I mooched happily around with my earphones in, had a cuppa or two at McD's and wandered dozily into my blanket pile as soon as it was dark, then I slept.
I woke at midnight, there were some drunk people shouting to each other as they went home.
I got up, used the loo and tucked back in and slept dreamlessly and peacefully, I woke at 7am and wandered peacefully out of bed and packed my things.
I walked to McD's in a beautiful peaceful morning and had a cuppa or two and then a wash.
I walked with my headphones in on top volume, feeling empty and good, giving the church and police a peice of my mind has released some tension, and I am peaceful until the next onslaught.
I am supposed to be going to the community group and seeing all me pals, but I can't be bothered to move from here where I am listening to loud music on headphones and daydreaming.
A survivor of Church abuse and cover ups goes on battling for her voice to be heard. A daily account of life after the Diocese of Winchester destroyed her and the slow and painful steps to rebuilding a life.
Introduction
This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP
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