Last night I went to the samaritans and had a cuppa with them as usual.
Then I waited for soup kitchen. Soup kitchen was ok, I got sandwiches and tea and a donut, and a sandwich and biscuit for the next day, I also got some shower gel, there were loads of buns and donuts that a bakery had donated but I wasn't tempted by them. Then I wandered off to the loos because I ended up having four cups of tea.
On the way back from the loos I noticed some bakery leftovers among thr rubbush, all done up in bags, I took two little crusty rolls to eat tomorrow as they were nice soft ones.
I had some anxiety about bedding down but I bedded down in the porch and slept ok. In the morning I didn't hear my alarm, I heard the dust cart first. I scrambled into a corner so they didn't see me, but I dozed off with the little duvet round my head and I kept slipping off the bin bag of blankets I was sitting on and waking up.
Eventually I moved and went to put my bedding away, I am moving it to it's new home today hopefully, but not yet, I need to find a cuppa first.
As I go to put my bedding away I meet my friend who helped sort my bedding out, she is delighted that I have found a new place for it.
I go on and look for stickers for tea, I find none but I bunp into someone from the charity and they invite me to go and have a cup of tea at the office, we stop at Tesco on the way and get biscuits and she also buys me a sandwich for later. We have a cuppa and biscuits and a chat in the office and then I go to the nearby toilets to wash and change.
On the way from the toilets to the library I find stickers, i just need one more for another cuppa.
A survivor of Church abuse and cover ups goes on battling for her voice to be heard. A daily account of life after the Diocese of Winchester destroyed her and the slow and painful steps to rebuilding a life.
Introduction
This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP
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