Tuesday

Good morning peeps,

Please excuse my lack of update. I was being distracted or lazy.

Yesterday I woke up having slept quite well. But it took me a while to get sorted out and in the end I went into town without having had a shower.

I went to the bank and then I went over to get the dog walked.

My friends' parents have a big strong dog and they have had health problems, so they welcomed having a dog walker for a longer walk.

The dog walks at a smart pace, so I will get fit if I do that every week. We walked round the lanes and the village, and I wished I could live there. But my car is old and the village is remote, and it wouldn't be practical.

When we got back from our walk, I was invited to lunch. Good soup, bread and cheese, and crisps. Very nice.
And then my friends turned up, this is their parents and parents-in-law I was walking the dog for , so they stayed for lunch too, so it was nice company and nice food, it cheered me up.
I was invited for hot chocolate at my friends' house on Friday, and then off I went.

I drove down the cliffs, the waves were big and wild, and I drove home via the petrol station as Max was a bit thirsty.

I am still at the farm, so I got back and did some writing.

In the evening I went to deliver a letter, and I went to the flat to check it was all OK. It was. No-one there.
I drove by the sea and stopped, the waves were huge in the darkness, it felt a bit scary sitting in the car and watching the waves come up to the wall.

I came back, and eventually went to bed, I get anxious and distressed because of the church and it is hard to go to bed.
I slept well though, reasonably well. Dreamed of my childhood with my brothers.
I don't let it make me sad any more, I just bless the fact that I can go back and re-live it in dreams and then come back here.
I woke up feeling relaxed. And here I am, drinking tea.