The Samaritans

I am always like this, peeps, I don't realise I am having asthma problems or a relapse until it has been going on for a while.

I don't realise I am in collapse because of what the Church have done until I can't cope any more.

I just published two books, both horrific memories, 'The Churchwarden' and 'Very cuttings' and had no idea of the impact on me until I wasn't coping.

I went to the Samaritans this evening and was lucky to get someone very helpful. So helpful that I think two hours went past.

I just got home, very tired and I have work in the morning so I shouldn't still be up.
We may be rained off in the morning though.