Monday evening

I am scared to go ahead and publish 'Destruction' but I guess it is like the choice that Jesus had. He chose to ride up to Jerusalem and be crucified, and there isn't exactly a way out of my death at the hands of the Church.

Anyway, enough with the grim stuff. I just went to get a cup of tea and my neighbour cornered me, she wants me to go to the gym and classes with her, argh. I am supposed to be doing gym anyway but how do you explain to a normal person that you are in such poverty that you can't afford gym clothes or trainers? I can't afford normal clothes and I am a mess.
But she also gave me a box of caramel tea as a thank you for me giving her earplugs. She was sleeping badly but now she sleeps well.

I still intend to publish Destruction tonight or tomorrow.