Sunday

Morning peeps,

Unfortunately the weekend was too much for me. I can't cope with even a routine weekend away, it leaves me physically ill and in meltdown.

Yesterday I started coughing blood again, it has been years now, this morning I vomited and a load of blood came up.
It isn't serious yet, it is light blood, not internal bleeding, but nonetheless, it isn't what I want to be dealing with. I haven't had a chest infection or any symptoms, so I don't know what's going on.

The NHS treat me shittily because of the church and police's interference and I am not really willing to go and ask for help.

I don't feel well but that is because of the weekend, the police launched another onslaught just before my exam.