Tuesday night

Come home Bob:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nnw4STQMSc

Good evening,

Well, the delivery driver training went well, I was quite happy with it.

But I feel so ill with headache and nausea. The thing is, there is no point in worrying as it will make it worse. All I can do is wait for the meds to be ready and go ahead with everything, including forthcoming hospital again, just doing everything I can.
Although the church have ruined me, I have rebuilt a certain amount of quality of life and I am still young and there are people in my life who care, so I will fight for my life, even if it seems pointless here and now.
Actually, there is a point, the church would like me dead so there is no barrier to their lying reports being published, so unless God is willing to take my life as a trade for Bob's, then I have to live for Bob's sake, so his work to save me wasn't in vain.
Sounds rant-like?

I have my self/less video on but I am barely watching it, and it is bed time.
The flat smells sweet and clean and there is a pile of clean, neatly folded laundry.

I see Gavin Ashenden is impressed with my blog again. What an unhappy little man he is.