Friday evening

Good evening,

Well it has been a very rainy day.

This morning I felt too tired for work but I ended up doing a five and a quarter hour shift without a break, then I biked home through the rain.
The rain has been torrential.

Once I got home, I got on with university prep, and the university contacted me to say Student finance have processed my loan.

It has continued to pour with rain so I have continued to study, rain means no beach, no cycling, no gardening, no distraction.

I watched my programmes, I won't say anything about Hollyoaks preview, because I may have readers who don't watch it or who want to wait until Monday, but wow! Dramatic! And seeing as I am in a flashback episode about the police anyway, it was a bit of a trigger but I am kind of OK.

I was expecting a very hard day tomorrow, heavy papers first thing, then contract shift then a garden eight miles away, but my contract shift has been postponed until Monday, which makes life easier and I still get paid next week for today and Monday's shifts.

So Saturday is bearable and hopefully the weather will be better for the carnival.
I have cancelled my evening out tonight.
So tired and the rain is so heavy.

I am just trying to juggle money figures, rent, therapy fees, car stuff, bike stuff - the bike is being looked at tomorrow, etc.
No progress with the car yet.

I am tired and achy. I really struggle to relax, waiting for the Church of England to attack me publicly again or have me beaten and imprisoned again makes life very hard.

At least the cat is installed purringly in my room, he doesn't like rain. I found a toy at work, a clockwork green egg with legs and a silly smile, you wind it up and it shuffles along, the cat is fascinated and forgets all about washing to watch this egg and then slap it and send it flying.