sunday morning

Good morning,
I was coughing uncontrollably in the night.
I had several cups of lemon with hot water, which is always nice.
Eventually I coughed something brown with a hair and the cough eased a bit.
I do not eat hair.
I did manage to sleep after that. But still coughing.
I put a thermal top and extra blanket on.

I woke late, and now I need to dress and somehow get the bike over to the Great Ship Bay, the only home it knows, it has been so lost here on the steep hill, and to be honest,  so have
I.

I cannot go by train and so I have to bike it, with this illness
I have missed the bay so much that I cried when I went back on Friday,  because I just want to be biking along it in the early sun rise again.

Apart from getting the bike home I have welfare later, and Mum coming over tomorrow.
Usually I cannot be bothered to tell you, but I am going home to the Great ship bay tomorrow, mum is coming to help.
All I can think about is biking along the bay, all anyone else can think about is me being somewhere with heating and hot water, as there is never either here, and I cannot look afterthis place on my own and keep getting chest infections.