Monday evening

Good evening,

Well earlier my neighbour was having a very noisy time with her friend and I was stressed, my landlady came round to tell us about notice, and the noise abated, thankfully.
My landlady said I looked wrecked and said I could sleep in the empty flat if it would be quieter but I declined, I only want my own bed and I don't think it would be any quieter anyway.

I got some paperwork and letters done and posted, then I had a bath.

Then I went to health and fitness, which I was in no mood for. But I weighed in ok, I have only lost a little bit of weight, but I have been consistently losing weight now for 6 or 7 weeks, slow but steady, and looking at my week, I am just glad I lost any weight at all.

I didn't stay after weighing, I am too tense, so I headed off, and ate a ham and cheese snack on the way home, cos tonight is eat anything night, although anything does not include bread or chips, which is fine by me, I have chicken in the oven, chicken is cheep you see.

I think I will go to social, but because it is the right thing, not because I want to, same as health and fitness, all I want to do is hide and cry, but I have to stay steady and go on living.

The heavy rain has cleared to a cold wintery night.