Early Wednesday Morning

Good morning,

Well yesterday was quiet, I went for a few bike rides in the afternoon and evening, just my usual faily gentle ride along the front.

I did my jigsaw and watched Buffy in the evening, plagued by this illness and the accompanying depression and anxiety.

I settled to sleep fairly well but woke at 3.30am and didn't sleep again.

I wish it would end, I wish I could sleep. I wish I could do anything.

It doesn't help that with no ESA, I am already running low on money. Bills, haircut, bike repairs, the money goes very fast, and being on this new diet doesn't help.  I don't know how I can keep it up.

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I have had breakfast and meds and been for a bike ride. The wind is galeforce and heavy showers are occuring, the sea is wild and dark storm clouds overhead.
I got my winter duvet out last night, so I am cuddled in my duvet watching Buffy now.