Thursday evening

Good evening,

I don't like sleeping during the day but I get so tired now. So on the second attempt, I fell into a doze, I dreamed a lot about my sister, my sister a year older than me, who bullied me mercilessly throughout my childhood, she was in my dream, scornfully telling me that I owed her boyfriend rent for living at his house, and that he was going to get me, I replied that after facing a monster like the diocese of winchester I was afraid of no one.
It was a funny and vivid dream, the boyfriend in question was in prison last I heard, and I really did answer her that way in the dream, did say 'diocese of winchester'.
But I was glad to wake up, she is a miserable memory to me.
I don't miss my family, we were unnaturally created and forced to live together and I am healthier without them. They are none of them very kind or forgiving and prefer grudge, and that is bad for me.

I went down to the sea for a bathe but the water was choppy. I went in and waved jumped but it was not good swimming, so I sunbathed in the cool breeze and came home.

I am tired, so I wont have a bike ride this evening.