Thursday Evening

Life after the diocese has not had a gap in stats for quite a while, then this evening it has a gap, thats where there are no viewer hits in the 'now' window.

Anyway,
This morning I went to get my beach clothes off the line, and the ladies in the garden were leading me astray by talking about toyboys, but I was given fresh and delicious tomatos from the greenhouse.

I walked to the bus stop in my beach clothes and aqua shoes, which are not so good for walking.

I got the bus to the lunch club as I was too tired to walk.

We had a good lunch, fish and chips, and lemon pie. I thought I was doing ok on the quiz, but I only got 22 out of 30.

Then I struggled down the cliff and into the sea for a swim, a hot busy day along the coast, lots of people enjoying a swim, but I had plenty of room.

Then I came home, did some idle work, very tired and wanting to sleep, but I knew if I slept early I would have a bad night.

Eventually I hung the beach things to dry, went for my evening walk, got a few things at the shop, and had my bath and supper.

I am so tense at the moment, between fear of the church and their attacks, and fear of their associated attack through Jersey's sham safeguarding board, eventually something will give and I will be dead.

I keep thinking of new projects and how good life could be if I wasn't living in fear, but if I start a project, another attack by either Jersey or winchester will wreck that project, so I remain living in fear and branded and waiting to be destroyed again and finally.