Monday 3.50am

Good morning,
Well another troubled night and a 2am start to the day, I will have a sleep later.
In the meantime I am getting a lot of work done.

It is so dark and quiet outside, I miss the streets. The stars were so bringht, but now, pre-dawn, the clouds are a shadow on the dark sky.

I guess sometimes a bit of nocturnal uninterrupted work is a good thing but I do not like the tension of not sleeping at night.

Among other things I am prepping to return to work. I have to re-train but I don't yet know what I want to do or can do.
The jobcentre said I am considered unfit for work, so I made a face at them and told them I wish to return to work part time in supported employment, so they referred me.
I can't go on living hand to mouth forever.
I was talking to a lady at church who's daughter is in exactly the same situation as me.
Not really fit for work but not on enough to live on, and wants to work, as I do.

I am chatting online to others who are up at this hour for various reasons, including the time in the USA being daytime.