Friday Morning

Good morning,

Well last night I was tired but after watching movies for a while, I went for a walk, it was dusk, and the sunset was fading red and pink and purple, into night.
There were kids jumping off the sea wall.

I wandered about, and it was a warm night with all the sparkly lights and I was reminded of my life on the streets, safe from the diocese, I wanted to stay out and roam about, but I came home to sleep, I would be sleeping better on the streets in this heat, indoors is too hot.

It  took hours to get to sleep, I was too hot, in the end I had to wash myself with a cold flannel and sleep without anything.

I did sleep, and now I am awake, and it is a hot sunny day, but the rain comes in tonight, so I will have a swim today while it lasts.

Last night I dreamed about the golden fields and the snobbish oligarchy of mid Hampshire, I dreamed about JM, I dreamed I was back there. I woke feeling quite happy to be out of there, away from being the poor little sister to the rich of the mid Hampshire villages.