Breathing a sigh of relief as another day passes without incident and wondering what will happen tomorrow, will that be the Day the Diocese Destroy Me?
Today I did as I do, did the cleaning, sat and wrote, procrastinated, and by the time I had nipped into town for groceries and to see the jobcentre, I got back and the glorious sunshine had gone, this always happens, I procrastinate and am reluctant to face the world, and by the time I put my shorts on, to go and walk in the tide, the sun has gone.
I was startled by my friends who were down at the beach for a swim, and they came to talk to me.
I had fish pie and carrots for lunch and a bit of pizza with salad for supper, healthy.
And I have been writing.
If only the Diocese would simply go away and let me keep this life, I would be happy forever, but I have a feeling that, as is their habit, they will tragically destroy all of this, as they have repeatedly done, I guess their hijacked and inaccurate report will be the end of what I have worked so hard to build here, if they don't destroy me in other ways such as police attacks, defamation in the press, etc etc, as they do.
A survivor of Church abuse and cover ups goes on battling for her voice to be heard. A daily account of life after the Diocese of Winchester destroyed her and the slow and painful steps to rebuilding a life.
Introduction
This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP
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