Thursday Morning

Good morning,

I watched 7 pounds again last night but wasn't really concentrating.

I had a bad night with very little deep sleep.
I woke this morning feeling awful as usual.

I got up and got dressed and went to get my money.

I got my money and did some shopping, orange juice, milk, bread, butter, bleach and washing up liquid, all for under £5, and I got an internet card for £5.

I got home, dropped the shopping and went to my spine appointment, ouch.
Well yes it was all ouch, he did my neck and shoulder first, then a bit on my lower spine and then he did my legs as well! He could obviously see where the leg problems were.
But anyway, that all guaruntees I will be ill tomorrow, hopefully not too ill for my interview with the charity I hope to work with.

I can't work for lots of charities like I used to, because I am physically and mentally not who I used to be, I am wrecked, I can't sail or play football or do anything much any more.
Just have to go on living.
 My neck is already kicking off.

I am waiting for the post, then I will go to the drop in and then down to the hospital.
Then I will go back to bed.