Wednesday Afternoon

Good afternoon.
I heard yesterday that there had been more nonsense in Jersey about me.
That on top of the allergic reaction caused me to break down.

So I have been useless, all my work and plans ruined again.

I slept until 3am though, when I was disturbed and eventually slept again, I didn't want to get up this morning at all.
Eventually I did, and I am just miserably uselessly hanging about, no progress with anything, no letters, nothing, just a miserable empty wait, while Jersey  has launched this further trouble on me, honestly, his attacks on me are always unprovoked and I am never prepared, nor is there ever an apology or explanation or my permission to take my name in vain.

I have dragged myself through the shower and tried to tidy up, but I feel completely useless, I cannot do anything and I look awful, anyone else would be ashamed to be seen like this, but I cannot get money so I cannot get a haircut or clothes, I looked better and was a lot smarter when I was on the streets where I belong, where I can go beyond jersey and the diocese and their games.
I am going to return to the streets if things do not improve within a week, there is no reason at all to sit miserably in a shitty indoors when my home is out there, safe from Jersey and the Diocese.
I am at breaking point, indoors has been one long pointless miserable useless hell that magnify's the Diocese's destroyal of me hundreds of times.