Friday afternoon

Good afternoon,
well I plodded for a few miles and the weather was nice, a bit windy, I went in the library a while, I haven't even got the money to pay the small fine that prevents me from getting more books.
I got a bus and had a wander, and the weather began to cloud and worsen.
By the time I got off the bus home, and got the paper, the bad weather was rushing in.

It is going to be really bad, we wont flood as we are on the hill, but we may lose power if it is as bad as forecast tomorrow.
Looks like I will stay home and be very bored tomorrow.
But even when I go out, I am living in constant severe fear and anxiety about the diocese and how they will hurt me next, it is making rebuilding my life really hard.
I can't live my life, because they wont let me, didn't let me when they launched on me last year.

I feel so tired and ill all the time, I think I need to sort out neck support and more exercise.