Thursday lunchtime

Well it's lunchtime and I think I have to admit I am not well, I didn't feel too bad this morning, but as I went for my walk I felt increasingly tired and in pain, walking has got more difficult, and I walked the cliffs and down to the sea, looked up at Noirmont, the dark cliff against the sea, and remembered that this was what I was looking at when I decided I wanted to stay in Jersey all those years ago.
I ran out of energy and after having some lunch, I crawled home.

I do not really know why I am ill, I am in pain in my usual cervical vertebrae and trapezium muscles, which in itself is enough to make me ill, but it isn't too bad at the moment, it is the sudden slump into exhaustion and just feeling dreadful that isn't quite right, although I am not sleeping well.
I hope it gets better.
I really feel like sleeping, but I need to learn to sleep at night.