lunchtime Friday 3rd

Hi,
Last night I didn't sleep until 1am, I am really an early to bed and early to rise person but I am so afraid of indoors that it is hard to settle.
So, I did sleep but as ever, it was full of nightmares, the only difference is, if I am here with my friends, I feel safe when I wake up, rather than staying in flashbacks, so that is good.

I did breakfast for everyone, and it reminded me of being a child again, doing breakfast for all my family.
Only back then I was a child in a large family, and all the tasks seemed so hard back then, ever since then, as an adult, domestic tasks seem so easy, but I am always nervous of doing food or drinks for people in case I get it wrong.

I have had a walk, but I had to shelter from gale-blown hailstorms, which are still raging.
I am just chilling out after lunch as it is stressy here as we have a party tonight, fortunately I know everyone, but pre-party house is too stressful for me, but I will clean the windows and put the lights up later.