Hi peeps,
not having a good day here.

Well, being woken at 3am by some idiot didn't help. Thankfully that idiot was accountable for being antisocial and drunk on duty and I made a complaint.

But then I had to deal with the usual rubbish to do with the wretched church of england. For God's sake British people, rise up  and denounce this church full of old, rich and deluded people and make Britian a better place! Stand up and say, this organization is neither wanted nor needed and it is time for it to go!

anyway, I have struggled today due to the trauma of going back to the star city yesterday and not having had enough sleep last night, it is hard enough with one problem, I don't need any extra stress.

I went to have a coffee at the coffee morning earlier but the Scottish lady didn't sit with me, I wonder if the church of england have started sticking their oar in here, I wouldn't put it past them.

I washed myself under the tap, soap, shampoo, lots of cold water in the hot hot sun.

And here I am, dozing miserably in the library.
I can no longer really remember what it is like to not have the hands of the church of england wrapped round my throat and squeezing, it is becoming more desparate and more hopeless.
13 years of pure hell from one diocese.
I am not even a member of the great grim church any more, I am a member of a better church, and still the great grim church are making me suffer horribly, and will be until they or I kill me.