Hi peeps,
Its ok, my friend told the man not to come into the front room while I am sleeping here.
I am awake and anxious anyway.
I think everyone is still awake but I am in the front room alone in the dark on my computer, I just had a decent chat with my mediator on skype.

I need prayers, especially prayers from the eyupmeducks, in two weeks time I have to meet some people leading the first investigation, I will meet them with my mediator.
I have no faith in the investigators and no faith in myself to get my point accross, and I am afraid that this is all pointless, it will not restore me.
I despair.
So please pray for me.
I also think that the mediator needs all of the information and because it is a vast and complex matter and I become too traumatized to write some of it or even let the memories surface, I am not getting all of my story to him, so how can I get it to an investigation?
The people who prayed for me because my life was stolen from me by Satan have seen a miracle in this matter being incredibly brought to light, but Satan has fought back and shattered and biased the investigations and restored bad people to power by force because those who should have removed them or kept them suspended during investigations were unable to, and the people who destroyed me remain in power while I remain destroyed.

My friend is very kind to take me in but I am reacting really badly to the cigarette smoke as well.

Please keep me in your prayers.