Hi peeps,
I wandered into church because there was a 'ladies breakfast' and while I don't approve of segregation I do approve of food! :) and they were very kind to me and I had peanut butter on toast and some tea :)

I am off to lunch with my pals soon.

Those of you who pray, pray me through this bank holiday weekend! An extra day with nowhere to go, and also the hayfever is driving me mental even though I am taking my tablets for it and my chest is still rattly.
Also keep praying that it will be possible for me to have EMDR, if such a senior psychologist  is concerned enough to try and get me the treatment then that is both good and concerning, and it would be better for me to have EMDR than ECT of course, I think ECT would kill me, though I did ask for it when I was younger and was not taken seriously because none of the doctors in my young adulthood knew or cared how damaged I was by my childhood.
I am keen to have EMDR, it may help me a lot, I did try very hard to get EMDR a few years back.

Anyway, it is a sunny saturday and I will have lunch with my pals soon, that will be nice.
Pray me through the bank holiday! :)

I am kind of confused as to who I am at the moment, because both my old name and identity and the slightly newer name and identity by which most of my blog readers know me are being used in equal amounts at the moment because of the church investigations and I do get a bit confused.
I still prefer my newer name, because it feels clean and friendly :)