Hi peeps,
I have been reading, weeding and resting. I did a bit of weeding of the church gardens, which I am allowed to do.
And I sat and read some books.

I was walking down to the toilets when an old friend saw me and stopped to chat and she gave me £2 to get what I wanted, and so I got some antacid tablets and came here for a cuppa tea.
Finances and food are looking gloomy peeps, please pray that I will get through.
And it is going to rain tonight.
Today has been mainly a very fine and warm day and I am sunburned from weeding.

I have been trying to relax but my thoughts have been racing and memories and feelings getting to me.
But I hope to enjoy the rest of the day with my books and music and a nice walk later.
You know what? when I try to relax like this I feel guilty and get fear of bad things happening in the future or even when I return to my evidence work tomorrow :( I feel heavy and anxious.