Guess what peeps,
Now that I have removed myself from the crazy church  rubbish, I can return to therapy! I realised that as I was talking to my shocked friend this morning when I told her I had had stopped having therapy because of this matter.
I was supposed to phone the psychologist this week to get a psychological report, because the bonkers people in the church matter have been trying to put 'nutcase' back on my CV and after numerous assessments because of the church matter over the last five years, serious mental illness has never been found.

I am deeply psychologically damaged, I am volatile, I am depressed, I am on the autistic spectrum but I am not seriously mentally ill.
Anyway.
I can now ask for an appointment to continue my therapy, and that is all that matters to me.
It isn't ethical to have therapy during a crisis, hence the unwelcome break from it during this matter.