Good morning peeps,
Well yesterday I stayed in the library until late and then I got my cuppa and supper and also the news that there is another investigation, that the mediator believes is simply biased and not independent.
I have signed my death warrant by allowing myself to be dragged back into this, it seems that I have to continue to be part of this unrelenting horror and yet there will be no justice, I will be ruined as much as possible and will die slandered in the national press by the church of england, only this time they will use my name and photos of me. There is no hope peeps, you can pray but I was dead the minute I reported a powerful man in a corrupt country.

Anyway, I was tired enough to sleep in the middle of the road last night but I thought that would be bumpy for the cars. So I didn't. I fell into my blankets and slept, woke once with horror running through my mind. Slept again and woke and crawled miserably out of bed in the early morning, stashed and went to McD's and then here to the coffee shop.
It is a clear morning.
I am waiting to hear if I have a psychology appointment because the psychologist was off sick yesterday. If not, I need the money, I desparately need a new backpack and boots and orthotics that cost as much as the boots :( but my walking is so painful now that I think new orthotics might help.