Good morning peeps,
Last night when I left the library I had a chip butty for supper and several cups of tea, and I went for my walk, the weather turned bad and I sheltered in the supermarket for a while.
It was quite late by the time I got home, but the rain had stopped, so I bedded down in my corner on lots of cardboard and slept, I woke a bit cold at one point because my head blanket had wandered and it was a cold night, I was glad I woke because my dreams were so sad.
I slept again and dreamed and dreamed, over and over again the church accusing me and denying their own wrong, over and over again the mediator asking me questions on what I told him already and I was screaming at him that I had told him the truth.
I woke up feeling low and groggy and it took a while to wander out of bed.
When I got up I rebagged my bedding very securely as bad weather is coming in, I rebagged my clothing stashpack as well.
I walked slowly to town and my money was in, so I got my breakfast and then came here to the coffee shop.
well, my leg is in need of help really, I think they need to do something before I permenantly can't put my weight on that foot, the other leg keeps getting cramp, and the old spasms in my right hand and arm have come back. I am a crock, shoot me now. Pity I can't see a doctor without being traced and brutalized by the church and the police. Especially as my heart keeps doing it's thing :(
Today is forecast bad weather, it is also the day when I go to see all me pals at the community group. But also it is when I intend to move on. I have an idea, I have a thought, where I might go, but I am not sure where I can shelter tonight in this bad weather. I wonder where I will be tonight? I suppose the more I move the longer it will take them to find me.
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