Good morning peeps,
I slept eventually.
Woke in the early morning, 4.30am, too hot, needing the loo and very distressed from nightmares, the church was raging through my nightmares, terrors and thoughts, I was reliving it again.

I went to the loo but couldn't sleep again so I am sitting here, I feel like rubbish. I can't stand the light, the heat, or even the noise of my music on headphones.
My lungs hurt and I am too thirsty and water doesn't help.
This is why I don#t live in a house.