Hi peeps,
Things went really bad and distressing yesterday evening and I freaked out.
I had to stop writing and I phoned my pastoral care friend and she reassured me and I calmed down, and then she phoned my friends on the island and they phoned me and here I am, sitting in a kitchen that smells delicious! cakes and food, yum.
Last night I had a disturbed night with flashbacks and nightmares and deep sadness. The church of england report is horrible to report on because it is so innacurate and hurtful.
I woke this morning and the internet was down, so I simply wrote my distresses down and started to feel better.

I have various dogs sprawled around me, it is nice to be here again.