Hey peeps,
excuse the blog being a mess for a while, I react badly to antibiotics and people telling me how to live.

Yesterday I went to MIND and talked through with them about my friend trying to tell me I had to forgive the church and they said that if my friend didn't even know what had happened between me and the church, then she should not intervene and forgiveness is a process and no one can tell me to do it.
MIND advised me to take time out, and that is why I caught a train and had time out with some boiled sweets in the cheerful bed and breakfast and sorted out my messy backpack and returned this morning.

Last night I sent an email to my friends, just as a courtesy to say all was well and they responded with delight.

This morning when I returned to town I went to the bookshop and chatted to my friends and left my bag there and went to counselling.
I still find counselling an endurance, but it was a bit easier this time, maybe.

Then I went back to the bookshop until closing time and read a book and also took 3 books as a load of new ones had come in.
My friends had asked if I was coming home, so I did.