Good morning bloggys,
It is 5.11am, and hopefully I have finally managed to set the blog time to reflect the actual time that I am writing at.
It was set at some American time and yesterday's date before, and that was frustrating because it confused the blog.

Well it is 5.11am and I was awake some time before 5am, but that is because I was asleep from about 4pm yesterday.

Yesterday I was very tired and was getting a lot of chest pain -asthma, there is no point in Sundays here, my church only does mid morning mass, no early or evening services, and there aren't any other churches that I want to attend here, none that offer a service that I would enjoy, so once the library closes at 4pm there is nowhere to go.
And it was pouring with rain, so I decided to use the money that I was given this morning with a few pounds of my own money to come here to the old chap's place.
It was pouring with rain once I got here.

There was nothing interesting on television when I got here so I had a cuppa and lay down and slept, I woke up at about 4.30 this morning, the television still on on silent and I was in severe distress, the memories were horrendously disturbing me, I know enough now to tell myself that everything is magnified at this time of morning and so I try to be rational and get away from the memories, in this case it meant getting up, putting the kettle and the internet on, and I am listening to some 'sleep' music to help me calm down!
It is a cold clear morning.
I need to sort myself out because sleeping rough in winter is no joke and I am not properly prepared this year and I am unlikely to be lucky with a mild winter like last winter again.