In case you are wondering why I feel like listening to 'Everyday' by Phil Collins, the answer is just general sadness and nostalgia, leaving this town and remembering various friends who have been left behind or gone or died at different points, and probably an element of sadness about falling out with my church friend recently, she is a rare gem and that has been a blow to me, all my other friends are still strongly there and asking me not to move on, and I am not moving on to upset them, I would stay if I felt that was the right thing, I will miss them and I will want to come back.