Hello Blog.

I struggled with the library computer system yesterday and gave up and caught a bus to a town in the next county, I was very very depressed and I needed the bus ride.
I got back in time for soup kitchen and had some tea and sandwiches, then I sat in McD's until late, sad and unwilling to head back to the sleeping place, it was 23.30 by the time I bedded down, it was a warm night and I slept well, woke at 3am needing a pee, slept again and dreamed about a muslim boy eagerly telling me about his faith on his special day, the muslim equivelant to confirmation day. I have no idea where these dreams come from.

I woke sleepily when the alarm went and lazed around until 7.30.

Went to the bus station for a cuppa, nipped into church for a chat with God, went to the daycentre and had a shower, charged the laptop, went back into town and struggled with the library computers, didn't sign up for the Big Issue yet because I need to know the financial risk and how it will affect my benefits, because me trying to work and live on the earnings is a huge risk at the moment.

I suddenly started feeling really ill, I took inhaler and indigestion tablets but I felt bad, I went to my sleeping place and lay down with my book, it was cool and quiet there and I rested and felt better.

Went back to the library and struggled with their computers, went to mass, came here to McD's.

It is mild weather.