Stunned is a good word. I feel stunned.

I just had a reply from a good clinic saying that considering my circumstances they will assess me free of charge! wow!

An initial assessment is a start and a good one. But I wonder how I will cope with the results, and how I will follow up the recommendations on the budget I am on. But wow anyway, an asessment is what I wanted I guess and now I have been offered one. A proper independent private assessment not done as part of the church and police attempts to make me out to be mad, and seeing as those assessments failed to diagnose me as mad then I can look forward to seeing someone with the skill to decipher what is what in my brain and why.

:)