I am sitting here trying to come to terms with this new computer, I am sitting in McDonalds opposite the place where I live at nght. I have money, but I feel tense ands low, the last few days and what has happened is too much for me. It has been too sharp in highs and lows and too busy.

I have had some potato wedges and chicken bites, and in a minute I will go shopping.
This netbook is far from fancy, hence getting it cheap, it is deeply second hand and keeps missing letters as I try to type.

I should be grateful, I am, but I am worn out as well, and the church hurts never fade.