The avid english blog reader is obviously being automatically updated on new posts on the blog, that makes the english reader potentially the diocese being too interested or a spambot. Hm, don't worry I am more curious than obsessed, I would like to climb into the computer and follow the statistics back to the people reading the blog, there are several regular english readers and one fairly new one who is reading a hell of a lot of blog.
Canada and America (if I may call it that) read the blog fairly frequently as well.

Today I have depression sitting on my shoulder, partly because of it being post christmas etc as everyone does, and partly because I am so bad at relationships, I do not trust people, and the church made me feel like I was a terrible person for my inability with relationships.