Someone has accessed my blog from a porn site again, what a shame, but at least all that Russian porn site thing seems to be in the past. There are no Russian people reading my blog any more.

Last night it was cold and raining and I couldn't make contact with P. He is probably drunk somewhere, never mind.
I went back to the bed and breakfast, I still have a dizzy achy head and was geared up to a night indoors. So I went in the bed and breakfast and climbed into bed and was asleep at once.
I dreamed of the church and the police, dreamed of being battered and jeered at by the police, dreamed of being unable to defend myself against the church.
Woke up in a low mood, I was thinking of going travelling today, but I can't really, I have to stay here and wait for help from the hospital, I can't walk far, I am not fit to hitch hike, I don't have money to go far, even with my free train tickets because they only cover one network. And at this time of year I need a lot of blankets and bedding, and I can't carry much with me.

I didn't want to get up but I did, I had a shower and sorted my things out and had a few cups of tea before going to the tea stall, I had another cup of tea at the tea stall and chatted with my tea stall pals before library time.

I came to the library and found out on facebook that my baby niece had been taken to hospital with breathing difficulties last night. She seems ok now.