an answer to why I am so stressed

Yesterday I was irritable and stressed and unsettled, last night I didn't sleep deeply and I was more irritable and stressed today, today I couldn't even cope with going in the lift with anyone, that is bad! I went to the mission but when the loud man came in I just couldn't bear it and I left.

I wasn't really looking forward to lunch with my new friend, but her texts were delayed in getting to me so I missed her, in a way that is a good thing because it is just the wrong day.

I went to the charity that was supposed to be helping with benefits, they had 'forgotten' about my appointment and the person who was due to see me wasn't there, the office manager tried to help but it was too hot, too frustrating and I felt trapped, I escaped, as I walked back I was feeling so rubbish, tearful. Then, Bingo! I remembered being like this after coming out of the hospital in the island, I was on painkillers, antibiotics and anti-inflammatories then. Realising this, I went straight to the walk in centre and explained. The walk in centre was short staffed due to sicknes (hehe), but they booked me in, the receptionist told me to go for a walk as the wait was half an hour and she understands Aspergers and stress, I went in the church and nattered to God, then I went to the daycentre as it is just around the corner, I had a few cups of tea and went back, the nurse saw me and told me to stop taking the anti-inflammatories, I wanted to stop the antibiotics but she didn't want me to stop them.

All this because it takes a week to get a doctors appointment and get injections to solve the problem of walking.