There are things I try not to think about:

• abuse
• things said and done
• my lack of car and driving licence and how the church took both
• the terrible things that the church have said and done and denied
• the lack of money and lack of future
• the fact that the people who have hurt me and the people who have supported the hurters have got away with it
• Dad's death
• Annie's death
• what G.P. has done
• my family
• my background
• the millions of repercussions from what the church have done to me
• how useless and ashamed and worthless I am, especially with the church labels

Thats enough for now.